Case 36: Hate
Whenever I hear your voice I get a certain pang on my head. It is terrible how it slowly tortures me to the brink of mental deterioration.
And whenever I see your face wearing that sneer my skull splits open and I have to clamber to keep it whole.
I do not know how your presence can constantly hurt me, even if I try my best to take cover, even if I play dumb to your taunts, even if I try not to look at those cold eyes.
I do not know why my body goes weak and my courage leaves me, why I lose all desire to live, to sense, to exist.
And as the sadness overwhelms me, before it totally consumes me, I will find a way to tell you this: I envy you because my self hates you more than me.
And whenever I see your face wearing that sneer my skull splits open and I have to clamber to keep it whole.
I do not know how your presence can constantly hurt me, even if I try my best to take cover, even if I play dumb to your taunts, even if I try not to look at those cold eyes.
I do not know why my body goes weak and my courage leaves me, why I lose all desire to live, to sense, to exist.
And as the sadness overwhelms me, before it totally consumes me, I will find a way to tell you this: I envy you because my self hates you more than me.
dan_boa made you sneeze at 6:59 AM
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